Hello!
I'm Jayne and I was diagnosed with follicular lymphoma on March 1st this year, purely by chance. I was referred on fast track by my GP for an endoscopy after seeing her with constant heartburn even though I take Lansoprozole. That was a big fail and the consultant referred me for a CT scan, I had two within 4 days, one with dye and the other was a barium meal. Two days after the barium meal, I received a call to say they had found that I had enlarged lymph nodes and I was being referred for a biopsy on fast track. A little over three weeks after that biopsy, I got the results... it was follicular lymphoma.
To say I was shocked is an understatement, the only symptom I had was that the day after my dye CT scan, a lump appeared on the back of my head! Since diagnosis it's been a whirlwind of appointments and tests, one of them turning up a kidney problem (again with no symptoms) for which I need another CT scan and possibly a stent fitting. I'm finding it hard to get my head around the fact that I have cancer, but nothing is being done yet as far as treatment is concerned because it's very early stages.
One or two so-called friends have been very dismissive of it, one even questioning me on what treatments I was having if I had cancer? The other saying her husband had a blood disorder, he's fine! But in the main, my friends have been amazingly supportive. I have two daughters (40 and 34) raised them as a single parent, a gorgeous 11-year-old grandson and a wonderfully supportive man in my life, I'm very lucky in that respect.
We haven't told my grandson what's wrong yet, but we will be soon before he accidentally overhears adults talking and comes to his own conclusions!
I have follicular lymphoma too and I've just had a stent removed. The stent ran from the kidney down to the bladder. Is this what you might be having? I've now got a renogram, kidney scan, to check all is running properly. If it comes to it I can answer any questions you might have. Good luck.
Hello Londoner12
Thank you for replying. Yes it is, and I still haven't heard the results of my PET scan to see if it's needed. The consultant said it would need replacing every 6 months if I had to have one. Did you have any problems with yours after it was put in? Reading the leaflet he sent with my letter it sounds horrendous!
I had the stent for 6 months. You're right that after 6 months it has to be removed or replaced. I had a lymph node crush the ureter. Chemo sorted that so the ureter is now okay. The consultant thought the ureter would still be damaged but it wasn't so he didn't need to replace it. Having the stent is not great, sometimes, not the whole time, it feels like you have an infection.. wanting to go to the loo all the time and a bit of pain when weeing. But it's not hugely painful, just a bother more than anything. Good luck.
Oh that was good! They're a bit puzzled why mine is blocked, because I'm only early stages of FL and the nodes shouldn't be blocking it, so he was under the impression I might have been born with the problem; although I've only ever had a handful of water infections and no kidney pain or problems...I'm a medical enigma! That's what I'm bothered about is the constant feeling of needing a wee! I sometimes feel like I have a little left after I've been and that is annoying. Still, if it needs to be done, it needs to be done.
Did you have yours done under a local? In through the kidney? That's really all I'm worried about having it put in.
Hi yes. Through the kidney with local and sedation although for some reason the sedation didn't work. They don't know why the sedative drugs did nothing, it was very odd. I was in hospital overnight with a urine bag coming out of the kidney which was removed next day. Removing the stent was from the bladder upwards, as they did a ureteroscopy too it was with a general anaesthetic. It was all doable, nothing too bad.
That's odd isn't it? I have had sedation for endoscopies before today and not remembered a thing about it other than before and after, so hopefully I'll be the same for this doing. In the leaflet it says I'll be a day case, so maybe not an overnight stay, it doesn't mention a catheterisation for afterwards either, but what will be, will be and all that. I did wonder how it would be removed, I think it's the thought of having my legs splayed and everything on show, whilst knocked out, that fazes me for that bit
I chased up the urologist yesterday as it's a fortnight since my "urgent" scan. He's seen the results but is on annual leave, but is back today and wanted radiologists to look at my scan again before discussing it with the multi-disciplinary team on Monday. So I should hear something about it next week I think.
Hi Jayne I have follicular lymphoma in my groin and I found my by accident I had all scans etc and a colonoscopy due to my bowel showing up has enlarged but luckily all was good and no cancer present in the bowel. I've had 12 sessions of radiotherapy I finished it on xmas eve and responded well to it and they are happy with the result so at the moment I'm just having 3 monthly blood tests. I know how you feel it is a shock and I felt like I was conning people that I told because I didn't feel ill and it was hard to think omg I've got cancer but life goes on as they say and like I said to my husband I've got a lot of living to do and that'd what I'm trying to do ive gone back to work part time 20 hrs a week because you do get very tired easily but chin up hun im sure you will sail through this xxx
Hi Tilly2shoes,
I have it everywhere, but the only place showing any signs is on the back of my head, where I have two lumps about the size of a plum. I've not had any treatment offered, even though it's everywhere, the lymph nodes are only 1-2cm, he said they need to be 4-5cm before it's best to treat. So I feel a bit weird knowing that I have a cancer, but feeling normal-ish; I already have autoimmune issues, so some symptoms are similar.
I've had some friends who have doubted that I'm telling the truth, questioning me about treatment and hospital etc. that hasn't helped things. Yes, life does go on and I am not sitting around feeling sorry for myself, or expecting to be treated any differently, it's just hard to get my head around the fact that I have to live with it for the rest of my life and that I actually have it if you know what I mean? Well meaning people say things like they know someone who has it and they've been living with it for over 20 years, but they're not me and everyone is different. I could go 6 months or 6 years without having to have any treatment, but then again my next scan could determine that I need it now. It's all so uncertain and unpredictable... that's what I'm finding hard. Plus, I have yet to see an actual doctor! I was diagnosed and then referred to haematology, since then I haven't met any of the team I'm under, the doctor has left (the one I spoke to on the phone after diagnosis) and the replacement I was meant to see in clinic 17th May has changed it to a phone appointment again. It's been one cock up after another since my diagnosis and it's really affected me.
Aw I feel for you it is hard knowing that you have to live with it forever that was the hardest thing to hear for me and I do have down days but im trying to keep positive.Hope you get to see a consultant face to face soon ill be thinking about you and try send you positive hugs xxx
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