New to all of this

Afternoon Tizzy.

Whilst none of us want to be here, "welcome", "You are not alone", and "In cyberspace, folk can hear you scream".

You've taken an important step in sharing and "talking". Folk as you read the various threads each have their own experiences, some will be familiar, others not.

On top of everything you have concern given your treatment. I can't answer that one sadly, as it is outside of my experience thus far.

Keep asking, but have in mind that the treatment alone is potentially going to mean eyesight issue further down the line. I don't think it's wrong to be up front about that.

For you I hope your scans go well and results are more positive. Naming the emotions around it as "Scanxiety" has helped for me. Maybe it will for you.

SD