Hello everyone,
on 21st august I was disgnaosed with BC provisional stage one but more steers were needed as they had found raised nodes in chest and clavicle and a mass in my spine. On Friday 15th September I had my full diagnosis of stage 4 grade 3 BC which has gone to my T1,T2 and L1 spine. I also have lesions on my pelvis and a shadow on my ovary. They have told me I will start bone strengtheners and chemo be and hormone therapy to treat the cancer. This will be 2-4 weeks which is insane! I want to start now before this spreads more. I feel constantly anxcious, trouble eating. Feel sick I am so scared, worried, stressed. I have a great support network around me but no one knows what I’m feeling. How I feel the lump growing in my chest each day. The fear I have of dying. Everyone keeps telling me how strong and brave I am. And I just feel alone and scared. I don’t know why I’m posting here. I feel like I’ve been given a death sentence when in reality I know if we can get this cancer under control I could have many years. I just don’t know how to process the last month. I also can’t quite believe how it’s gone from you have BC to this stage.
