Hubby was diagnosed with stage 4 kidney cancer 5 years ago and has been told last week that they’ve run out of options.
Meanwhile I’m due a mastectomy at the end of the month for stage 2. I’m exhausted after dealing with his health for all this time but feeling a ton of guilt that my diagnosis seems to be so much easier to deal with.
I’m struggling to share my fears as they’re not anything compared with the news he’s now dealing with. My MIL is coming down to look after us both after my surgery as she’s amazing but if she says one more time that I just need it lopped off I’m going to cry.
I’m honestly done with adulting and just want to step away wishing there was someone to take over for me for a while.
We’re both 50 but feel like a zillion years old right now.
