Hi, will i ever feel "normal" again?

I had lumpectomy July, radiotherapy just finished. Luckily it all went well ( fingers crossed, I refused chemotherapy) had a seroma after op which was drained and not sore. Hot glowing boob since radiotherapy ( saves putting heat on!!)

It affects people in different ways, I am very much of the view that worrying doesn’t change anything so no point worrying. I’ve now totally switched off the fact that I had cancer. I had cancer I don’t now so I’m just being normal.

Maybe a careless, stupid attitude but it works for me. I can’t move forward worrying if it will come back, scared of every pain etc.

I don’t know if I’ll ever be me physically but I’m here and not going anywhere yet.

Sending hugs 

Hi,

I had my operation last June, chemo in July till September radiotherapy in October then Letrozole for the next 5 years with 6 monthly bone infusions.

It's a scary time even though I am back at work part time i dont think we ever go back to the person we were before.

I still worry with every pain or ache that it's back or something has been missed. I think we just need to discuss with others draw on each other's support and strength.

My moods go up and down not sure if it's my journey or the medication probably a bit of both.

I wish you well on your recovery. I think I'm thinking about the cancer less and trying to get on with living . But it's always still at the back of my head.

The macmillan nurses and cancer care are great supports to help you with this journey also. 

Sending hugs xx

Thank you so much for taking the time to reply. It is nice to hear you are getting on with your life and are looking forward.

Sending huge hugs your way

Thank you for your reply, it is nice to hear of other people in similar positions and having shared experiences.

Sending huge hugs