Found a large lump, sent to breast clinic yesterday and it all feels a bit unreal.
i feel fine, but mammogram followed by scan and biopsy say different. Don’t get actual results for 2 weeks but the appointment that has been arranged is to discuss plan. I asked if it was definite and obviously they said no, but, very likely.
They were all so nice and I can’t really get my head round it. I am just the same as I have always been but family are all upset and that is the worst thing. I just want to live life as normal, out for lunch, drinks and everything whilst i can without tears, but I know it is so difficult for them all.
Why do I feel so normal and not even upset when everyone else is?
