Having an MRI scan this evening

normal to feel surreal, not really you. sending hugs

with Mri and diagnosis and plan it will help ground you a bit. hang in there the waiting is really hard.

I remember being in your position. The not knowing, and waiting to tell my son. Playing it over in my head. Once you have told them it's a big weight of you (well it was for me). Then getting a plan even more weight lifted. Knowing what's going to happen helped me feel more in control. Even though I had no control over anything. I actually fell asleep in the mri scan, I was that tired. 

Very best of luck.

Big hugs xxx

Thank you x

Thanks and yes I know what you mean, I also fell asleep x