Hi guys been a few months , I like to come on and rant a rave about shitty sleeps 
usually scan xiaty also been feeling really down and finding myself cutting friends off.not wanting to go out and enjoy things I normally do. I have notice my walking has been awful .back ends up killing me after 10 mins even out for a meal it just aches and all down my legs . So I end up not going dont want to get full of oromorph so that means I can’t drive , all I keep thinking iv got 7 weeks till my first grandbaby is due and really want to be here ….. so all this negative thoughts need to do one , and absolutely devastated I lost my best friend my wee dog iv had fort 14 years broke my heart 
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sorry for the big rant guys
kind regards angie
