I am sooo annoyed!

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I have been in remission since first Breast Cancer Lumpectomy Radiation waaay back in 2013.

After discolouration on opposite breast and visits to GP who initially declared mastitis then a week later after strong antibiotics didn't achieve anything referred me to hospital.

My breast clinic appointment was today (I was one of the first patients and went into the clinician room at 8.12 - After being prodded, oked, marmalised in a cement mixer, very long ultrasound in a fixed position for what seemed hours, mammograms, then multiple biopsies taken then more mammograms.

After a long wait my daughter and I were called into the original clinicians room.  I was told I have a lump which looks to be cancer but they are concerned with really angry lymph nodes.  

She said they think I have more than one type of cancer running!!

The clinician said they need to wait for biopsy results for diagnosis.

Then she announced they needed a different type of biopsy on the discolouration to see what that is all about which she did for me.

My poor breast is covered with various dressings and so very sore now the local anaesthetic has worn off!

i have to wait for appointment after biopsy results and the multi discipline team have made a treatment plan.

So - my friend "The Big C" has returned to challenge me in more ways than one but I've got through the challenge and beaten it before so I am determined to beat these new challenges again!

I am annoyed that this has happened on such a special year but I will deal with it!

(I need to - I have a new granddaughter arriving in April and my daughter is getting married in May!)

  • Oh bless you! I’m not surprised you’re annoyed! But at least you’ve acted and are on the way to getting sorted (on the bandwagon, so to speak!) 

    I really hope it’s not too dreadful news and you’re able to make those important dates 

    hugs xxx

    Moomy

  • Sorry to hear it has returned, what we all dread.   Hope your results come back quickly so you have a plan x. 

  • I'm so sorry to hear you have joined the team. It is worse this time because as soon as they mention biopsy you just know! This part, waiting for results is always The hardest. I can understand your anger. Your body has let you down again. However as you say you can beat it again. In some ways it is a little easier as you know The route.

    The year will still be special, you have such positive and happy targets to focus on. 

    Take some pain relief, and try to get some rest. My heart goes out to you.

    Three times! What did I do?

  • I’m sorry to read this - I remember your post last week. It’s sounds like you have had a punch biopsy (skin) in addition to everything else. Your team sound very thorough, which is exhausting on the day, but will inform your treatment plan, of course. Treatments have moved forward hugely since 2013, with new options that weren’t around when I was diagnosed in 2021. Xx

  • Hi, thank you for all replies.  Yes the clinician said a "punch biopsy" which on top of the other painful biopsies really was the icing on the cake.  My breast is patched together with dressings and feels very sore.  The breast care team were actually brilliant and really seemed to genuinely care how I was feeling.  It is just a waiting game to see what my treatment plan will be.  Thank you again xx

  • I'm so sorry that this has happened to you after such a long time.  My reaction was the same when I was diagnosed with invasive lobular breast cancer 11 years after my last encounter with multifocal breast cancer (ductal, lobular and calcification).  This is my third recurrence since my first diagnosis in 1999.  I was so angry to be on this journey again and also because my ilc didn't show up on my mammograms and it was only when the cancer broke through my breast tissue that I knew I was in trouble.  However, I am grateful that the treatment of breast cancer has advanced greatly over my 26 year journey and am sure that you, like me, will benefit from these advances and we will receive excellent treatment and care.  We are an army of pink warriors and will win the war against this invasive beast!  Sending love and virtual hugs.