Hi
Apart from the 48 hrs after diagnosis, where I sobbed my heart out, I have been generally upbeat however, this morning I woke up and feel very low. Its not my usual feelings for the 1st Jan. I know its going to be a challenging year. I know I am entitled to feel sorry for myself on occasion and tomorrow I am getting my big girl positive pants back on, but has anyone else felt mixed emotions today? I have even felt slightly annoyed by the usual well wishes and "hope you had a great night" etc. Of course, I have kept my thoughts to myself, however internally I am envious that I am not my usual carefree and cheerful self and on top of navigating a breast cancer diagnosis, I am still sore from surgery, have a sore nether region, as I can no longer use vagifem and Yes moisturiser isn't cutting it,and my wrist hurts from too much scrolling on my phone 
. I have plans for more positive approach; routine, walks in nature and exercise works well for me. The xmas treats have now been eaten, so back to healthy food again and I will continue to journal. Just courious if others have felt similar over the festive period?
