So it is midnight give or take. I've had BC twice. Now I'm waiting for a referral appointment.
My nipple has retracted and I can feel a lump the size of a conker over the scar from my first lot of treatment. My intelligent head says, you've aged 17 years, you've recently worked hard to loose 2 stone in weight. Plus three times a week you do Aquafit, one session of which is lead by an ex army PT instructor who takes no prisoners. All of which could explain changes to my 68 year old breast. However there is that other bit if my brain that says, here we go again.
My GP didn't examine me. I just pointed to a diagram on his computer where the lump was and the referral was done. Apparently I will be seen, or get an appointment in two weeks. Is that it? Is that the level of care? At least my GP examined me the first time, and Lied to me. He hated giving people and news!
Meanwhile I smile and laugh and pretend everything is fine. May be it will be third time lucky
