I've had mastectomy and now onto my last EC before going over to paclitaxel. I am suddenly feeling so overwhelmed as it still feels like I've got one EC and 9 weeks of Pac and radiotherapy to get through. I feel like it’s all too much and it’s now making me feel low. I’m scared that I’m not mentally strong enough to get through all of this treatment. It’s so hard and I try and read stories of people getting through it all to try and pick me up but it hits me that I’ve had cancer and it’s so upsetting. I need someone to give me a big hug or some words of support.
I also have these weird electric shock sensations in my spine like the nerves and also my chest that happens after I’ve moved around and then stopped. Really worries me but I’ve mentioned it loads and they just say must be side effect and not to worry it will pass. Stresses me out though!
Hi there I had my oncologist appt and we’re gong ahead with EC number 3 but on a reduced dose and they’re staggering my steroids. The emotional side is hard, I use a journal and also phone breast cancer now support line. I also find I have to distract myself like do gardening, go for a walk even around the garden. When I’m stronger, I sometimes go for a nice drive it breaks down the emotional side x
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