so confused and struggling mentally, ended up in hospital, a&e by ambulance as had 2 seizures at home early hours after chemo, and 3rd seizure at the hospital, husband was terrified, i dont remember much about it. saw oncologist, now instead of having 3 more sessions, with light at the end of the tunnel, no further liquid chemo, immediately on hormone treatment, seizure tablets, pending endo referrall for tests and treatment as they think my blood levels arent right. now 5 years on hormone therapy, radio therapy, just waiting for appointment with radiotherapist to see how many i will need, then 2 years on oral chemo. have no idea how this will effect me, currently off work, pins and needles in arm, masectomy right side, left arm damaged from canala put in whilst on overnight stay. just feel in limbo, never felt this low in all of my life, so many tablets, so much pain, god knows how husband has coped with this, the mental side is horrific, thank god i cold capped as still have some hair left.
sorry to rant, but light at end of the tunnel just seemed to have got a lot further away - hugs to everyone going through this
