A Poem

Hi, yes … it does. Thank you for posting it. I remember feeling like that. I didn’t feel hate, but I did feel, and still am to some extent fearful. I was really bad after primary treatment ended, but it has got better. I have new hopes and dreams nowadays, but short term rather than next month, next year (they rarely manifested themselves anyway). The ones that weren’t meaningful or purposeful somehow slipped away and have been replaced by daily joys and gratefulness,  no matter how small. I didn’t think it would ever get better mentally, but I have, although some elements of the old me have been replaced. I’m more empathetic, kinder and helpful to others nowadays. Ive given up full-time work (I was a workaholic) and do 2 days a week and claim my tiny work pension. My salary has reduced considerably, but me and my son are ok. 
But I have been where you are now. Counting the days … yep … I remember that. You are not alone on this forum, I hope that you know that. Thank you again, Carole x

Stunning!! Found it very moving..what an art!! xxx

I really like this, thank you

Hello123, not copying you but you did bring my spirit out so gonna post one too! Sending very best wishes xx