Feeling ranty

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Well I've been a bit all over this week.  It started with the letter to say come and get your radiotherapy....  I've waited for this so why now am I over thinking it.  I'm not scared of it but I really can't describe why I'm tearful.  I know it can never be as bad as chemo yet I'm not sure how to feel about it.   I just feel like a number to the nhs and actually want to shout hey... you could ask me how I am before the next lot of crap you put me through... there I think that's what I'm getting at... I just feel unheard and ignored

Rant over sorry all Rofl...   one of those days 

Perhaps we need a random ranty thread admin Rofl

  • I think getting a letter, even if you've been expecting it, somehow makes the whole thing more  'real'.  I understand about the feeling of being ignored; I think it's the waiting for something to happen - I was convinced they had somehow forgotten about me because I hadn't heard from anybody for what seemed like a long time.  I didn't want them to ask how I was dealing with everything; I much prefer the let's-get-on-with-this approach, but appreciate that's not everybody's way.

    Best wishes.

  • Hello,

    I thought you had said "feeling randy" - my mind must be in the gutter but I hope it gives you a little giggle. They seem hard to find at the moment! 

  • Strange you should say that, , but exactly the same Smutty thought went through my head! Joy