Hello everybody
I was diagnosed by breast cancer triple negative last year.
I did chemotherapy surgery and radiotherapy.
In January my treatment finished,but after that I have been always scared. I am worrying about return back cancer.
I'm not good in English as well as you and I can't talk about it with other people.
Here is only place that I know.
I scared from my loneliness .
Please help me if you finish your treatments and you are healthy now
HI Shirins
It is great news that your treatment has finished. I totally understand the fear of the cancer coming back. I had different cancer to you and I had to take tablets for 5 years. I finished these tablets last month so am sort of in the same place - but over 5 years after having cancer.
As it is 5 years later for me, the fear of it coming back has eased year by year and to be honest - time passing is the only real thing that helps you stop worrying about it coming back. I 100% expected on my first year scan for it to be back, but it wasn't and each year after my scan that worry eases a little.
Here is a paper which, if you are able to spend the time going through it (I understand it will be harder for you as English isn't your first language) but it is a really good read and certainly helped me.
It is really hard to trust your body again after it has let you down already isn't it?
Kindest wishes, Lesley
