Just a bit in mood for a rant .. was on a wierd path from get home only got truthful answer today at infusion . Triple positive at start 3c stage so ploughed on with surgury chem and knew a node in neck so got booster radio so got finally diagnosed with inflammatory arthritis and got DMARS so at min physically better than in two years . However I didn’t know that while I was on herceptin within couple months it popped up as tumour on neck so switched to the KADCYLA I thought it was because I had a lot of nodes 21 with cancer after surgury duh so I’ve been told as long as it’s effective which so far have clear ct but a bit spooked that I’m ok as long as it works I was so miserable with arthritis flares maybe I wasn’t listening properly I was more interested in help for pain etc I feel bad for whining but know classes as stage 4 but don’t feel it at min feel grand now most days grumpy today tho as took four attempts to draw blood even tho veins warmed up. I’m really thinking if I am getting this for a potentially long time should I just get port as hand was soo sore and I’m fed up with needles I know I sound a baby but ahhh I’m a huge grump and Hubble lovely but head in clouds maybe I should jump into his universe lol sorry
