One breast larger than other

The fact that you may or may not be paranoid does not mean that you are wrong about the breast. I would stop worrying about paranoia or what your Macmillan nurse would think, and advocate for yourself.

Great on being told you are cancer-free and excellent about all the past clear tests, but you are absolutely right to monitor closely. While I am hoping this too will end up being nothing to do with cancer, I want to encourage you to talk to your team again or to your Macmillan nurse. No true professional should ever think badly of you for bringing up legitimate concerns and if they do they should be told better. What you are describing is indeed a legitimate concern and should be looked into as if nothing else had ever come up before. This is new.

Which doctor is it that you cannot see for 3 weeks, GP or oncology?

Sod what people think . Phone your BCN and get some appointments booked .

Its very easy for “other people” to dismiss our worries. 
What ever , try actually having f…. Cancer .

All the best

Penny xxxx

Completely agree with the others - get yourself checked out. I recently felt a lump near my scar tissue and had it checked out. The ultrasound person said that it was scar tissue and that it was quite common for women to think they had another lump - but she said to me to ALWAYS get any concerns checked out.

Hi , sorry you’re having such an anxious time, the only ‘cure’ is to get checked out at the breast clinic. You’re not being paranoid or cheeky, just rightly concerned that there’s been a change in your breast. I have self referred at least once a year (in between annual monitoring) since my diagnosis just over 3 years ago. I hate doing it but they’ve never made me feel that I’m fussing unnecessarily. It’s been reassuring each time to be checked out and told that nothing seems amiss. Due to Covid they do not automatically offer a face to face appointment at the annual mammogram but I ask for one as well as a physical examination. I don’t love being poked and prodded (and it’s actually quite painful on my affected breast) but I don’t want anything missed. So far so good!  
I’m sure it’s more likely that all is ok with you too but you won’t know until it’s checked out. So please phone them and get an appointment, I wouldn’t bother with your GP as I reckon they’d refer you anyway as a precaution. 
Good luck with it all, let us know how it goes. Love and hugs, HFxx

My BCN said that if I ever had any concerns, tobring them and get seen. No faffing with GP appointments, just give them a call.