Hi there,
I was diagnosed with invasive lobular breast cancer in July 2020. Had a right side mastectomy with immediate reconstruction. My tumour was 12cm but no involvement of the lymph nodes. I went on to have 15 sessions of radiotherapy and hormonal therapy for the next 5 years. Currently experiencing the joys of menopause in my 30’s which is worse in my opinion than having my breast removed!!!
I had my review in December 2020, they said they was no signs of cancer on my last scan and I would receive an invite for an annual mammogram in August time.
my mammogram was yesterday, I was expecting the invite but not the overwhelming feeling of anxiety, apprehension and dread.
About a week before I went for my mammogram I felt a very small lump on my left breast close to my nipple, I didn’t contact the breast clinic as I knew I had my mammogram booked and I honestly suspect it’s all in my mind.
During the mammogram she took about 6 images and was very interested in getting clear images of my nipple which is of course where I felt the lump but yet I still didn’t say anything because I don’t want to seem like this neurotic woman. I was informed I would not get the results for 3 week as my consultant will need to review them. I am now in a state of constant anxiety. I didn’t sleep last night and cannot concentrate on work today.
can anyone share their experiences of they routine mammograms or just reassure me I do not have an unnatural obsession with cancer trying to kill me. Thanks
Thank you for replying, good to know I’m not alone and will definitely be stealing your phase as it explains it perfectly.
I survived the endless waiting game for results the first time round, I’m sure I’ll survive this time but some sleep would be nice. Thanks again for the support it’s just nice to know I’m not crazy 
