So am writing another update, onward from MRI that showed enhancements, fast forward to yesterday my birthday of all days, and there i am yet again topless modelling for the ultrasound, both breasts this time, left one all clear bar dense breast tissue and cysts no issues with lymph nodes on that side either, so thats all good. Right breast which the Ninja is currently hiding in, and there it is a 'hit in the face with a wet sock moment', oh it looks like there is another tumour in your breast, wow, only i could get a BOGOF deal, wowsers Cancer the thing that just keeps giving, so yet again another three biopsies, and another wait.
On the 4th of December supposed to be signing my preop forms, and now got to consider that they may take the whole breast now rather than a lumpectomy which in the grand scheme of things is nothing compared to being alive right? However im pretty pissed off big time with it.
The consultant was lovely, and i think i made some wise crack about having one boob that will be 47yrs old and one that will look like a 20yr olds, at which he said and quite right your life is more important than cosmetics, mmmmm i do agree really i do.
I found that and i by no means promote this but last night copious amounts of alcohol i.e Rum helped with the pain relief ha but did not help with how i am feeling today.
Battle on you warriors.
xxxx
Just out of curiosity has anyone else had this happen in the same breast, or can you have one benign and one cancerous tumour in the same breast.
Hi joanofarc. So sorry to hear that your diagnosis may be worse than originally thought. It seems that for many of us there are unexpected and unwelcome twists and turns on this road we are being forced to travel along. We are all travelling the same road but I do sometimes envy those who have a lump which is removed, may or may not have radio and/or hormone tablets and are on their way. I know it is wrong of me and I am not proud of myself - and I totally appreciate we have all faced that devastating cancer diagnosis - but just human nature, I’m afraid.
Anyway hope you soon know exactly what you are dealing with and what surgery and treatment is needed. And do keep your great posts coming. As we said previously a dark sense of humour does help 
And I have certainly resorted to alcohol on more than one occasion over the last few months to help me get through. Before anyone points it out, I am well aware that alcohol is a risk factor for breast cancer but sometimes we have to do whatever actually helps us to keep going - and life is for living and enjoying, not just surviving.
Sending positive vibes over to you and wishing you the best of luck. x
