So at 3pm this afternoon the longest 8 days of my life will be over! I feel strangely calm today but still have my valium in my handbag and I think I might take one later before we go (I've come to work this morning to keep busy).
The funny thing is, my lump seems to be going away. It's not really a lump at all now - just a slightly thicker area which is how it started before it grew massive and decreased back again. I know this doesn't mean I haven't got cancer but I'm curious to find out why they think that has happened.
So glad this day is finally here. Hope everyone has a good day xxx
Good morning i will have my fingers crossed for you today and don't forget we will be right by your side every step of the way. Glad you're feeling calm, i felt calm when i was told too, i think its the knowing whats happening and what you can do about it.
Will be waiting to hearing from you later, will be thinking of you xxx
thank you so much. I'll let you know how I get on xxx
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