So gradually things are getting a bit easier. I've been out and about today and it's great to be distracted - even if it's just for a few minutes at a time. I hate being on my own with my thoughts - which is why I turn to this forum when I am.
However, I can't stop obsessing over what my diagnosis will be. This is mainly because my lump grew out of nowhere to be literally massive in the space of about 4 days and then gradually reduced down again to be quite a lot smaller. I can't find any info to explain why this might happen or what type of cancer this could be - I always thought cancerous lumps grew gradually larger? I was wondering whether this has happened to anyone else here?
Thank you for listening. xx
