AWAKE.........

Thank you Eddiboy xxx

Thank you LondonLass, yes it is the cancer diagnosis that makes it more poignant and frightening xxxxx

Thankyou for your thoughts...

....I fully agree with your words.

I was just expalining,really,to Seaspirit that I had lost two close friends in the last few months so that she would know someone understood really....but it was a total shock.He was only 56.Thankyou for all our lovely thoughts everyone xx

Thank you Moomy xxxx

Thank you Mazza10. DH does understand and is being so kind and caring despite his own problems.

You sound better! Well done for your very positive attitude despite all the traumas you have gone through, especially the horrible,deafness. Xxx

What are you Ladies like.........

PAGE 3 AGAIN!!!!! 

Lets try and keep our clothes on!! I for one really can't carry off the Page 3 look :-( xxx

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Ok it’s Friday tomorrow then the long weekend, what has everyone planned? I am planning a coach trip with my Mum, maybe July ish or abit later in the year. I may go to the local fair in a village nearby but I am being very spontaneous at the moment with not knowing how I feel from one day to the next but tonight I plan on an early night, even if I struggle to sleep, just resting will be a big help. I was feeling a ted bit nauseous and in pain today, but the wonderful nurses at the hospice have arranged via my Gp approval to increase my painkillers, because I never had enough for the month I was trying to make them spread out. The problem was I wasn’t getting good pain management as they have a cumulative effect. So hopefully it will work if not then they said they can have their onsite Doctor have a look if I can’t get an appointment with my GP to see if there is anything stronger.

Evening all lovely ladies,

Lots of love to all those who have lost friends, loved ones. It is so hard, but you have to remember all the good times with them. I still get upset about losing my sister in 2016. She would be 52 now. I find it really difficult to think about her. I am plagued by guilt, could I have done more to help? I have to tell myself that she is at peace now. And I know she would want me to be happy. But I wish so much it hurts, she could be here. Dad passed in 2017. We were not in touch. I think about should I have got in touch with him? Did I leave it too late and would he have cared anyway? Life is cruel but we have to move on. Bloody difficult, though.

Think about the good times.Time is a great healer

Cwtches all,

Gay xxx.

This week I have been very busy.  At the moment, I have been busy preparing for my class' A level practical exam. OMG the exam board have a lot to answer for -thinking about making an official complaint. They have chosen the most rankest, smelliest chemical to use. It was horrendous with just me carrying it out. I can't imagine what it will be like on Wed when there are 9 people carrying it out. Iam going to warn them to bring nose plugs...

It is a mix of sweaty feet and cheese...

Disgusting!!!!

Gay xxx