AWAKE.........

Wow that's a an achievement for her. We went to a Stones concert at Wembley in the late 80s. I went to the toilet and could hardly find my way back. Such a mass of people, scary. 

Big well done to your daughter Grogg amazing effort for her she must be a massive fan of Beyonce.

Night night Fruit Loops, sleep well and stay safe, plenty of sleepy fairy dust for all who wish

hugs xxx

 Sabrina22  it was using the toilet that triggered her panic attack.  It was a portal on and as she has chronic contamination OCD she was too overwhelmed.  She adores Beyoncé.  4th time seeing her.

Hi Fruit Loops, apologies for posting this so late but only just read my messages.

I received some sad news today. On 3rd May Santababy passed away in her sleep, surrounded by her family. Her Son and Daughter passed on their thanks for the love and support that their mum received during her journeys with this disease! 
I want to take this chance to light a candle for another Fruit Loops who has gained their wings!

Santababy thank you for being part of all our lives, may you rest in peace and out of pain. Love you my friend. Sal xxxx

Rest peacefully dear Santababy, thank you for telling us LondonLass , sad news but I did think it may have happened. So glad she went peacefully with her family around her. 

big hugs to all xxx

Thanks for letting us know LondonLass 

rest peacefully Santababy 

Such sad news Santababy May she now be at peace xx

Owww LondonLass and dear Fruit Loops such very, very sad news.

I remember sweet Santababy coming to the Forum the first time around - always recall her saying how she loved Christmas and we could probably guess from her screen name.

Santababy had said she was struggling, I never thought she would be taken this quick.  That one thing with the Forum we don't really know how each of us is - unless we completely open up yet another side to the Forum is we are treated normal.

Sorry Fruit Loops I'm struggling to find the right words - this is just so very sad.

Thinking about Santababy's family and friends at this time.

  Rest in Peace Santababy 

I cannot sleep. I am devastated. I had formed such a bond with dear sweet Santababy. We both agreed had we met under different circumstances we would still have become good friends.

I knew in my heart that she had passed but I still have found this nrws deeply shocking. Even though I knew how imminent her passing was I am so desperately upset. I too heard from her son tonight. I am thinking of her family especially her 5 year old grandson.

Dearest Santababy, you are no longer in pain. May you rest in peace and dance free. Your loving friend misses you x