AWAKE.........

Similar to the reverse advent calendar 

margaret x

Night night 

Margaret x

Hello fruir loops it's me again

And what a day its been ive hsd ny pre operation assessment today and my god my anxiety played up royally before my appointment today decided to have breakfast at hospitals costa and well wjeb got there the shaking started feeling physically sick abd typically only tine i dont take lorazpam with ne needless say didn't eat much of my porridge =( fortunately my friend kim was meetibg me for ny appointment so net hee not long after so ny anxiety settled so ny appointment went well had to declare hsd mrsa in 2006 so now got prescription for showee wash abd nasal cream to use five days uo to my procedure whuch is week today omg nervous need my gells of not happy about I love my nails =(  cant even use deodorant on day of the procedure either all these issues snd stuff tobdk5and km onky getting sedated ey

Im so sorry sal that youbare having issues still i do feel for you i really do I suffer from ibs so understand the annoyance of urgency and watery stools

Aorrt if thks wakee any of you fruitlooops up i should sleep been busy morning then went costa agsin tjen toby carvery across fron hospital which was oretty damn bland tbh unfortunately anyway yes beed gk sleel physcolgist at 12 tomorrow 

Lots of hugs for all

Hello Fruit-Loops,

I hope everyone is as well as can be and not spending time thinking about the situation - keep going and do the best you can. You will get through this.

Northerner, I do like the reverse giving up for Lent - Giving away for Lent.... I am going to do this. I have already said I am not going on Facebook until the evening time... first I was going to try and give Facebook up completely for lent, but, 'what if someone needs me' ..... hmm well they could phone! - So my next best is to give it up during the daytime.  

I hope your appointment went well today Daylightdancer666.

Sal LondonLass, I am so sorry you are going through all this, do you think you could be alergic (can't think of the right word) could certain foods trigger you - you thinking they are okay, but your body having other ideas. I wonder how these episodes are affecting you; are you loosing weight with this? I wonder if you have any other symptoms? 

Judith jmp, Baxter is trying to read a yoga book and will update me when he has practiced some moves, he sends you his love. He is still having issues with the one eye, but vets weren't interested.  We are due back for a check up in a few months - so I will go then, in the meantime I'm again looking for a new vet as the nice vet we seen has now left the practice.  Its so sad, there really isn't a good practice around by me and the ones that are 'okay/acceptable' don't have the main equipment should the need arise.

Silverberg, I bet you're getting excited - your new van will be arriving soon ... wowwwwww exciting times coming your way.

To all you lovely Fruit Loops I send you my love - I'm off for a cuppa tea, it really is the best drink of the day xxxx

I'm sorry Fruit Loops, I've had to add this useless post.... I'm a number worrier and my last post was at 5:55 !!

I tried to delete and re-post, but no delete options, so my next best thing is to post another post argh!!

So anyone reading this can see why we get called 'Fruit Loops' - I have an award for been a First Class Fruit Loop xxxxx

Hi What

It's been slightly over shadowed by having a daughter who is 40 weeks and 2 days pregnant.

Keeping fingers crossed the promised snow never arrives.

Happy days

Night night my dear fruit loops, sleep well....

sleepy fairy dust available for all who wish 

hugs xxx

Night everyone  sleep well 

Margaret x

Well today went well with physiologist didnt cry let out my anxiety about procedure and its first time well she said normal people worry so much sbout procedure then others like me with clinical anxiety y worry more and should menyion day surgery as im seeing physcolggist and need lorazpam when needed. In way was relief hear it thst im not over thinking and have been kinda diagnosed if thst makes sense. Im all full of worry reading over forum about breast cancer spreading yes i have already had it spread to bones snd soonr i know they're linked but scares me when lethzoke stops working having to go on chemo scaews me it spreading further loys of things why does your mind think and hl over drive when in bed agh wish could get lister cuddles xxxxxx

Hello

It is great news that you are having your procedure in a week so pleased for you. It is only natural that you have anxiety about this procedure ....anyone would!!! As for the other things that you have anxiety about I would say that was quite rational and I think you deal with things very well. Your posts are full of outings with family and friends meals coffees etc and Lister Cat!! and I am sure this is the right way to go. 

I am a horrible worrier, about everything...driving...think I will crash, windy weather....roof will blow off, any ache or pain...the cancer is back, central heating makes a funny noise...it's going to blow up, phone rings...one of the kids is in trouble etc. Does it do any good? none what so ever!! I need hitting on the head with a dustbin lid.

WhatHappened you're so good giving up things for Lent, I must think of something maybe chocolate but then I will eat more sweeties, I am currently addicted to sweets called SATINS not statins, they are like boiled sweets with liqorice inside. What is wrong with Baxter's eye? Go to chemist and say its your own eye and they will give you some drops over the counter xxx

Sending love to all fruit loops today especially grannylara and the ever lovely LondonLass I know you're not meant to have favourite guinea pigs (sorry fruit loops) but I can't help it xx