AWAKE.........

Thank you . Sorry you are feeling so sad. I do hope you get proper treatment soon. Lots of love xx

Hi all sorry to see some struggling here. TBH I've not slept well now for over two  and a half years since diagnosis and it is very waring. Every morning first thing hubby asks me is did you sleep ?  I've never been a person to just fall asleep and I don't need too much to function also I'm not up as early for school runs now but I know a lot of it is worry  I'm struggling a bit at moment celiac very hard to manage and I'm trying to find bras for my prosthesis but I get a random rib pain in my good side as they all seen to pull now since mastectomy. It worries me though chest x-ray was clear and braless it goes completely. It's all a lot of stress at times  Keep smiling which I actually do all day but I still feel sad all this happened x

Optimistic I’m not in a great mood today and so can’t write too much! But if nothing else I can offer you.......

Always here to listen Hun! But you know what no one can take the fear or worry away, these feelings are completely natural and understanding. So allow yourself to feel whatever you need too! We ALL completely understand! Xxxx

Thankyou LondonLass you're a lovely friend I'm always wary of posting here now as I don't want to seem negative as I actually get on most days now with a distant cloud. I'm sorry you're struggling too but remember how much you mean to so many xxxxx

Dear Optimistic (and LondonLass too)

we are a bundle of worries, once cancer has occurred then we are all concerned it’s coming back or spreading far and fast! 

But we seem to get those worries (hopefully) at different times and therefore can be here for each other....share your worries, this is a great thread to do so! 

Hugs xxx

Ha ha Sal LondonLass

That’s not the only thing Aunty Karen toxophilite has been teaching the piggies ...

moomy Lacomtekp .  I hope it rains too my plants on balcony need a drink.

seaspirit44 I am sorry to hear that you were so sad last night. I’m usually up late most nights, but managed more sleep last night as flat was cooler ( bliss).  My sleep has been iffy since 1st and 2nd cancer diagnosis. 

I have spent afternoon washing up and put a wash on. It’s good to do stuff, it stops me thinking too much

Waiting for DN & weekend stomach Injection, blood thinner. 

Also listening to Lute music as relaxing.

Judith xxx

Thank you . Feeling better after lunch and a walk with my friend. I have known her for more than 40 years, and we always support each other.

My sleep has been iffy since my first cancer diagnosis. It goes with the territory. 

Agree activity always helps. 

Sorry you have to have the injections still, but better than the horrible side effects you had before. 

Take care xxx

Dear Seaspirit,

sending you love and hugs xxx

Hi seaspirit44. 

Thank you, lovely DN came at 17:15.

Then I cleaned top of oven and made a cheese omelette, probably not made one for 5 years. I make it like a sweet omelette, beat egg whites and add yokes in. Put cheddar cheese, mustard, black pepper and cherry tomatoes inside, tasty if I say so myself. Served it with broccoli and half an avocado.

As I’m not much of a cook ( ha ha no interest whatsoever), this is a feat for me. Usually stick to salads or greens and veggie burgers .

Judith xx