AWAKE.........

Great news - Big [[[[hugs]]]]. Hopefully you have more ballets planned as a treat  xxx

Wow its a very positive news today. Well done and and fantastic news

Hope i didnt forget anyone, its always great to here some good news. Yesterday i was in a very bad mood by the time i had got home. I don’t know how i kept my temper i was in town with my Dad just having a walk round and this woman from an company that raises money for another cancer charity got so in my face, wanting me to sign up to a weekly donation thing. I was so upset about what had been going on recently with my health finding out that once again my gut instinct was correct I always felt for a long time there was problems with my kidneys then i get a stupid woman who didnt know what no meant. , then tried the guilt trip, then almost looked supid when i said about my cancer, but i got no apology i just had to walk away.I went back today and the other lady was there and she was so embarrassed then once i calmed down from what had happened  i told her my story and she said her colleague was out of order and they dont know someone’s personal experiences and you cant assume then she give me a hug and card with the company name on to complain.and could apologise more, i told her what made it worse is that the problem with my kidneys i was told was incurable but treatable, as it’s something that i was born with and that alot of damage has occurred but strangely the stent that’s draining the kidney has at least at first given me some relief, it’s caused problems with my liver and somehow my consultant is amazed at the strength of my will power, i told him the last kidney failure i had at university that the nurses said that considering my observations I should of been in a coma or at least unconscious, yet i was holding a reasonable conversation. So it just shows at times things can be invisible but its our strength our mind at times somehow can get us by. 

Cathy

Fantastic news! You can't do your own so I'm sending you fireworks.  Now just stay out of the hotel.

xx

I have an early start tomorrow and also a long day too, off to the seaside for the day i must be mad. But be a nice change. So going to try to sleep better tonight feel abit knackered had a good sort out under my bed today to find some thousers that turned out to be somewhere else in the end,of course i find them after taking everything out from under the bed and having a huge pile of stuff to go though then fold all up and put back under the bed, its one of thous whole underbed compartment it’s actually a huge amount of space, abit tricky and have to slightly lean inside abit to get to the otherside, probably not the best thing I could of done i managed to hurt myself but at least it was worth it got rid of some stuff and made room to hide Christmas presents. Have a few bits for the charity shop and a big bag for the bin. Sometimes good to have a sort though slowly but surely getting rid of stuff i dont need or want so i have room for what i do need. Today also got myself a new waterproof jacket after i riped the pocket of my otherone, (another reason why i was mad) but i picked up a bargain and it’s exactly what i wanted. Going to use my old jacket for doing anything in the garden it’s getting a wee bit cold now , unless your in the sun inwhich it wasnt bad at all. So just wanted to say good night to my fellow fruit loops i hope you all can get some sleep tonight, if not i try and send Greg his singing is enough to put anyone to sleep.

,, so pleased to hear your news, also , well done on your Macmillan morning ,

sorry about your awful experience GBear some people are so insensitive.

Hope everyone has a lovely weekend

love and hugs Jenny xx

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Great News Hun. Enjoy your 2 weeks off. Rest, Relax and Spoil yourself! (((((((((HUGS)))))) xxx

Well done , so pleased for you ! Xxxxx

Congratulations to and . Hope things continue to go well.

Sorry about your horrid experience with the collector woman GBear. Some people are just too pushy.

JoDec Loving Winston, he's so cute!

Glad to get to the end of what has been a difficult week. Two appointments at the hospital on Tuesday, which would have been Mum's birthday, nearly had a blip in the waiting room. One to see the onc and get my next lot of Cape and the other for a ct scan. My professor is going to ring me next week with the results. He also wanted my neck scanned this time. I'm immediately thinking lymph nodes and has it gone to my brain. I hate the way cancer makes you think and feel. I'm praying for stable.

Mum's funeral on Wednesday. It went well as much as these things do. It was nice to see family and also my sister, who I don't see very often as she lives 150 miles away. The service was nice. Managed to hold it together as I thought if I start, I won't be able to stop. Glad it's over though.

Enjoy the weekend everyone ️

Well done! Xxx

Dear purplediva , 

sorry to hear about your mum ,

my mum died in April and I miss her so much , after all we had known each other all my life . 

Take care of yourself 

love 

Ruby Rose