AWAKE.........

Yes a meet up Flossie25! Xxxxx

Well guess who is still WIDE AWAKE at Stupid O'clock!!!! Even though I spent most of the evening looking like this............

SERIOUSLY my body needs to sort itself out! Or maybe I need to find a Night Nanny job?! Then I could come home and sleep all day!! Although that would make my days off even trickier!

Hope EVERYONE had a good day! Or at least survived the days with No Tears! Not long now till we wave Goodbye to 2018 and Hope and Pray that 2019 is a kinder year! Hmmmmmm do I recall hoping for that last year!!! 

Well Goodnight my lovely Fruit Loops! I shall try thinking of you all and start planning the next meet up! Maybe that'll send me off! Unless anyone else wants to sort the next one?! Xxxxxxxx

Good evening everyone, just checking in to send love and say 'Nighty Night'.

I'm off to bed now, I'll turn the big light off and leave a little lamp on in case anyone comes in during the night.

I'm hoping you're all sleeping well.

Nighty Night xxxxx

Goodnight WhatHappened, Sweet Dreams! Xxx

Good Morning All. Hope you all had a better nights sleep than me, which wouldn't of been too difficult to achieve!

Lorna (Ruby Rose) just popping on to remind you it's.......

Today! 

Lets hope it's a good day all round! Love you all. Xxxxxx

OH !!!!

LondonLassnice to see you back we held the fort for you ...xxbut it just wasnt the same...I hope that doesnt make you feel any pressure...

AwwwWhatHappened....”...in case somebody comes in during the night”are you expecting a  little Visitor??awwww

Owww Violetsniff - it’s my sense of humour, I’d turn ‘big light’ off has it seemed quiet in here and left small lamp on in case anyone came in after me.  (My mind imagines us all in a large house, creeping around in the quiet of the night, trying not to wake anyone- going into a type of large lounge/study to sit and talk. (My medication is due soon - so I should be back to normal haha) 

LondonLass came in just afterwards, sorry you’ve had a bad night - mind you, I couldn’t fall to sleep - took ages then didn’t want to get up arrghhh.  

Sending love to all xxxx

FEELING A BIT....... NO MAKE THAT VERY USELESS RIGHT NOW! 

You know that feeling when you offer to help then just end up making a right pigs ear of it! Nothing I do seems right at the moment. Even started to think about organising something for my birthday in a few weeks time. Just chatting with my sister saying where I was thinking of going for a meal....  Mum charged in from nowhere "WHY ARE U ORGANISING YOUR OWN BIRTHDAY? THATS FOR US TO DO, NOT YOU! WHAT HAVE U ARRANGED?"

I said I have just asked my sister and Prickles if they were free?

"WELL DON'T DO ANYTHING ELSE! I SHALL ARRANGE IT"

Now I know mum is just trying to do something nice and I should really appreciate it. But u know what I have been let down so much I just wanted dinner with a couple of family members and Prickles. Although all of you fruit loops would be welcome of course......now that would be a birthday to remember!!

I just feel I dont have control of anything.  But yet again I should feel grateful that someone cares!!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!! 

Hope you have all had a nice day. Prob check in again tonight when I should be sleeping......but on a plus I at least feel someone is listening to me. Even if most of you are fast asleep in the beautiful land of nod!! Xxxxx

Hope you finally got to sleep LondonLass. Xxxx

No it's not you LondonLass, your lovely mum is concerned for you and wants to look after you, but unfortunately is tending to micromanage and leaves you little independence. It makes you feel like a child! Not surprised you are upset. You can be upset AND be grateful that someone cares. Xxx