Can’t cope, feel so

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I have secondary brain mets from kidney cancer. Tumour is in my midbrain/pons so inoperable. I’ve had gamma knife and the swelling has reduced slightly. Issue is, the tumour causes double vision, lowered hearing, left side weakness and everything is hard to do, even putting one foot in front of another. I just can’t cope with the constant double vision or refoccusing which is obviously tiring  my brain out. I feel like I’m just dying in front of me and my family. 
Has anyone got any helpful suggestions