Good afternoon,
Seen my mam today, haven't seen her since Friday, I got a shock, she just cried when she seen, I have been poorly, it's was heartbreaking 
I had a canny conversation with her explaining that she won't get better etc .. she says I wish I could take a pill and go to sleep, poor soul.
I'm an emotional wreck as we speak it has just broken me. Seeing her like this. This disease is a monster.
It's so hard this like.
Xxxx
Oh, Magpie26, I just want to reach out and give you a huge hug right now. It is beyond hard to see/hear them say things like that. It tears you apart on a whole new level. I get it.
A writer friend of mine lost her mum to cancer last year and said in their last few days together that no matter how hard the day was she viewed it as" at least we got to have this day." Some days are harder than others, especially if you haven't been well yourself. Hopefully tomorrow is a kinder day.
love n hugs
Wee Me xx
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She was wheeled in the dining room, it was like a parent seeing there child, even though I haven't got any children. My heart was just breaking for her it really was so emotional 
Xxxx
