Hi all, feeling pretty frustrated and upset with myself right now. I was meant to have BCG number 18 today and rang to tell Lucy I had a bit of the sniffles and my eye is a bit gooey and sore, should I wear a mask when I come in ? She cancelled it till next week ! I just burst into tears, this endurance test is hard and I just wanted to get it over with and get to the 6 month break. I know she is right, I am just a bit gutted at it dragging out another week . Sorry for the rant, I have not been myself since my brother passed and finding things set me off more quickly these days . Much love to all xx
Thanks Garviv,
Feeling a bit less emotional now, the tears have helped to clear my gooey eye, always a silver lining eh ? Mr Halofan thinks it may be a blessing as we are off to a 60th at Rhiw on Llynn peninsula on Friday , we will see .
Hope you get a chance at Golf today.
Much love Angela x
Thanks Jane , I never know from one day to the next what this cranky old body will do, since i started with long covid, its mostly guess work Sometimes it really gets to me, yet there are times when I can be quite philosophical and say ‘well why not me ‘? Today was a why me day , I need to have a word with myself.
Hope you are feeling a bit better today xx
Much love Angela x
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