I'm saying hello but I'd really rather not because doing so means that I have Cancer! I'm meeting a team tomorrow to discuss my treatment plan and I'm absolutely terrified. All I think about is dying what is going to be done to me. I have nightmares about people rummaging through my clothes in charity shops. I was diagnosed only a few weeks ago so maybe this self pity and overwhelming sense of doom willsubside. I'm usually a very happy, bouncy sort that takes a pride in her appearance but at the moment I'm the total opposite... I only get dressed when I have a hospital appointment. I think I'd manage a lot better if I had something for the pain and I could forget about it for at least a while and go for a walk or at the very least put a smile on my miserable face. Have others on this site felt like me?
ask the nurses....
