Please would someone talk some sense into me.
I've got the bowel cancer testing kit to do and can't bring myself to do it. Stupid I know. I am so scared as there will undoubtedly be traces of blood as even six years after treatment, I have some when I wipe due to the thin tissue.
I'm scared of the wait and then being told I need a colonoscopy etc etc. The wait, the fear.
I know how stupid I sound and I know I need these routine checks but my anxiety just overwhelms me.
Debh x
I understand it’s very scary for you , but think checks are a good thing and can put your mind at rest when it comes back clear .
It’s very hard when your mind runs away with you , try not to think of the worst outcome , as it may not happen .
I keep trying to think of the facts I have now and not let my mind wander to dark places and write a story in my mind that may not exist .
Sharon x
Hi Debh1,
Im sorry that getting the kit has brought all the fears rushing back, and that’s understandable. It’s a valuable screening test and I’m sure it’s worth doing. If it does pick up the presence of blood you can explain the context if any investigations are needed.
I had one just before getting my diagnosis last year and it was clear which my Oncologist said was an anomaly’.
Screening is a good thing and I hope that you’re able to do it. Xx
Hello Debh1
You might find you can't bring yourself to do it, but I think deep down you know you would be doubly worried if you didn't. The test literally takes seconds. And I completely understand about the fear of a false positive too. But please do it.
Big hug
Irene xx
Hi Debh1 ,
I completely understand. I had my letter arrive last week saying my kit would be arriving and it’s given me a wobble too. I’m going to ring my team and let them know and ask if I need to advise anyone in the bowel screening programme of my history.
My logical brain tells me to just do it, if it comes back abnormal then at least I can get checked. But the fear is real. Big hugs
Hi Debh1 ,
I’ve recently done my second bowel screening test & it’s come back normal thank the lord, I think I explained on an earlier post that I made the bowel screening department aware of my diagnosis & treatment & forwarded them that with my first test I would bleed sometimes when I had a poo, the lovely nurse I spoke with said not to panic if I was recalled but I wasn’t it came back as a normal result. Please do the test, try not to think of what happens when the results come back, difficult I know but that screening programme is there to save lives.
Nicola
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