Hello everybody . Thanks for everyone who has posted on this forum . It helps to know your not alone . I’m 6 months after treatment ,surgery to remove tumour classified stage one and then reduced chemoradiotherapy. Usual side effects which have stabilised but some days I still feel exhausted even after 6 months get some days when I feel great but very much 50/50 . Not helped by dreadful insomnia Gp no help concerned about addiction for sleeping tablets …. Least of my worries … Great appetite but lost 1 stone during treatment but cannot increase weight should enjoy the fact that I can eat all day long with no weight gain but it just worries me . Thanks to anyone who has time to reply Good luck to everyone x
Hi PG11,
Welcome to the Macmillan online community. Your journey sounds very similar to my own, if you click on my username you’ll be able to read a bit about my story there.
Although we’re all slightly different I think considering what our bodies go through between the cancer itself, the mental stress that a diagnosis causes & the treatment, which although I’m eternally grateful that it offered me a cure from this awful disease, in itself is incredibly toxic, both on the chemo front & the radiation, so there’s no wonder at all that we suffer this fatigue is there? I would advise just trying to build up your stamina gradually & on days that you feel exhausted just try & accept it gracefully & rest (although I sometimes don’t practice what I preach lol). Maybe try & see a different GP that’s prepared to be a little more supportive about your insomnia, I can imagine that’s taking it’s toll also, there’s nothing worse than lack of sleep! Also have you tried the headspace app that you can download onto your phone/tablet etc.,? it’s aimed at relaxation, short meditation exercises & mindfulness, all which can be great for aiding sleep.
Nicola
Thank you Nicola and thanks for sharing your story I should put mine out there as I know reading about other people going through the same scary worrying hideous painful time helps us all to get through it . You feel a little stronger when your part of a little armyI’ll get the head app and give it a go . I have an appointment tomorrow with Oncologist ( here in Liverpool ) so I’ll mention my concerns it’s been 6 months since I have seen any one unfortunately had two appointments cancelled so maybe I will feel reassured after appt . I hope so it’s my birthday and I would like to start thinking far far ahead maybe ??? Good wishes to you Nicola and everyone else x
You’re welcome PG11 & yes reading other people’s experiences & sharing your own does help in coping with the stresses that naturally come along with a cancer diagnosis & especially one as rare as ours!
My treatment was part of the PLATO trial & the trial has just come to an end, I was just discharged a couple of weeks ago from oncology as my oncologist had followed me up for 3 years in line with the trial protocol, I’ll now be followed up for 2 years by my surgeon & hopefully if I’m still NED I’ll be discharged completely.
Sending you lots of good luck for your appointment tomorrow & wishing you a very, very happy birthday.
Nicola
HiPG11 and welcome to the group. I suffer from insomnia on/off and have done so for many years, way before my cancer diagnosis. If the suggestions Nicola has made don't work, then ask to speak to a different GP. Insomnia can be seriously debilitating. My GP prescribes me a course of 14 days Zopiclone tablets to break the cycle of not sleeping and that works. Zopiclone tablets are nonbenzodiazepines and I was advised that there is a very low risk of addiction from using them for short periods of time. They break the cycle for me and I would say I usually have to only have a couple of 2 week courses a year now. Happy birthday for tomorrow! Bev
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