I can't believe I'm writing this. 4 years ago I was diagnosed T4N1M0 anal cancer that had spread to local tissue. Responded to treatment. I've had 6 monthly MRI and annual CT scans and they've always come back clear. but today, the results of the MRI scan I had 3 weeks ago came back. Well, I have to call my colorectal nurse at the hospital to find out. All she could say was unfortunately, there has been a change that shows suspicion of reccurence and I'm being discussed at MDT on Fri. I'm so scared and this is just so vague but all she could say. I know all the team have to talk through it but I can't cope going through this again. I have no real point to this but I really am scared.
