I know this is not really me but want to let this bit out that's taking growth like everything else
I am so f@#!* fed up of my bloody situation, it's one thing after the bloody other.
I am sick and tired of bloody soldiering on and want to curl up somewhere with just my loved ones not needing to eat, drink, the need for any wordly things.
I want to give up up and close my eyes but am very aware I won't do anything as it goes against my beliefs and also am too cowardly to do anything myself.
I want to covid and cancer to take physical form so I could scrunch it into a ball and kick it into a black hole
FED UP FED UP FED UP!!!!!!!
Thank you for a place to vent
