I read references to Roller Coasters on this forum and it put me in mind of why I dont like fun fairs and why watching my partner deline and Cancer is more like an UNfun Fair.
Rides I dont like:
The Roller Coaster - seems the most common - ups and downs at a pace you cant control - designed to make you frightened, scared and start to scream.
Waltzers - nasty things that are made to spin you around, not let you off and make you feel disorientted and sick. Sometimes you are sitting in one with other people who also feel dizzy.
House of Fun ? where the floor moves when you are trying to walk - just when you think you have got your balance - it jerks and sends you toppling over.
Dodgem Cars - seems like there are a lot of people all trying to avoid being hit and doing their best to steer around others.
Carosel - the merry go round of treatment , hope, feeling rubbish and then having to get off that one and watch others on it. Someone will always want to sit on the unicorn.
This morning I feel like I am sitting on my own in a litle teacup ride . We are waiting for office hours to ring the hospice as my partner has had a bad couple of days and we need some advice - Just have to hold onto the sides and wait for some reassureance or people who know. Or maybe someone to help us get out of, or steer our way round the UnAmusement Park.
Needed to get that off my chest -
