Hi everyone
I have been with my partner only a year. He was diabetic in August with oesophageal junction cancer, lymph nodes and advanced liver mets. He is now on second line chemo.
Chemo is on hold at present due to him not recovering well from the 2nd cycle of 2nd line chemo. He had a CT yesterday and we see the oncologist tomorrow for a plan. He has become so weak, barely managing a shake and struggles to climb the stairs. He is so painfully thin. I fear that they will say he cannot continue treatment.
I have been signed off work since his diagnosis and started living with him. I am now starting to have to shower him and help him dress. It is unbearably sad to watch him deteriorate. I had been single for 10 years pretty much before I met him .. and now we will never have our happy ever after.
xx
