Alone and lost

Feel so lost and alone 

In feb 2018 my mum got diagnosed with kidney cancer this was a shock but I remained strong 

We where told there was no treatment unless she last weight in a year and a half she went from 25st to 16st since loosing the weight she started getting breathing issues her legs would feel like jelly but we where told it's nothing to worry about 

Last few months she ended up spending alot of her time in and out of hospital for blood transfusions 

This time she was admitted 2 weeks and 3 days ago for another transfusion was told she wont he released until she starts walking again 

Wednesday 13th we where told she is doing well and hopefully be coming home on the 15th this hasn't happened 

15th november we get a phone call at 5.30 to say she had a turn can u come down so we did and she had seizure which she came round so later on that day her parents visited so we took a break during this break we where told to come back am she had two seizures and wasnt fully conscious so we sat there talking so she could hear 8pl that night the registra came and spoke to is and warned us to be prepared min of 24 to 48 hours this broke us. I asked what's her recovery and they said none either the cancer will kill her or the largr blood clot x

Saturday 16th shes awake and confused family friends visit yet we havent told her what we have been told 

Sunday mum phones ar 6.45am saying her teeth been ripped out and her stiff been stolen phoned hospital they said dont worry she also phoned ambulance then she rang my cousin then rang my dad and my cousin again then back to calling dad 3 more times with her saying she is sat on a wall 

Please help I'm struggling