Hello
I have been feeling quite low since I found out my cancer spread to my liver and then I was put on oral chemo. I felt like just giving up and doing nothing and lost interest. Something then changed, i dont know why but I decided to get off my backside and do something, So I have decided to decorate my hall, landing and stairs, paper and paint chosen and decorator booked. I went to the carpet store today and have arranged to get the stairs and landing to be measured, I have found a few carpets I like, just need to take hubby with me when he returns from a business trip in Germany. He bought an open ticket because he was worried about me. That kind of shook me a little and I am so busy dying that I am not living. We have a static caravan in the Lakes which we can start using again in March. I usually love travelling abroad but have been put off by my appointment schedule and have a fear of having to cancel. Sorry this is a bit of a ramble.
