Part of my despair at my situation is the frequency of visits to outpatients. My regular doctor at the hospital described my levels as up and down and wanted me to come in twice a week so could do a cross match for blood transfusion for second appointment.
Saw a different one today who thinks my levels are pretty even and my visits could go down to once a week though would be a longer appointment as cross match would need to be analysed by lab before blood could be prepared.
She wanted to cancel my next Tuesday appointment but I felt a sudden panic at my safety net being taken away so I'm coming in anyway as I have transport arranged. Now I wonder if Im being over cautious and I should have allowed myself the day off.
Mostly I dont want to come back next week and have the original doctor override what today's one said.
I'm normally very decisive but feel the goal posts are constantly moving and I'm dithering.
Tessa
Poor you, . I hope you feel better soon. I’ve got a horrible cold at the moment too. I sound like an old man who’s had a lifetime smoking untipped Players 
xx
