Hi Patricia,
You are so right in what you are saying i also was so nieve and little did i know what was in front of me, i sometimes think i really just wanted to block the whole thing out and not talk about it. Well at least they are not suffering now, ones they got Derek onto his chemo he also looked better than he had done for months and i believed i would have him for a long time but alas it was not meant to be and he went down hill so fast in just a few days.
I also like musicals but was not Derek's scene so i usually went with friends or my sister but i have not saw West Side Story the last one i saw was South Pacific just at our local theatre. I also go to Edinburgh to see them. I hope you have a nice birthday when it comes i know how you feel they all mean nothing now.
Well i better get off to bed as working in the morning, speak soon.
Take Care
Fiona xxxxxxxxx
Hi Tricia,
Nice to hear from you , i do hope you enjoy your musical i would like to see West Side Story . Well today i have been weepy it seems to be the post that starts me off pension stuff this morning for me and i don't understand it either. Do you live near Edinburgh i am about two hours away but i use to go with a friend on a bus trip to see a musical and then stop off for our tea. I wonder if i will ever feel like doing it again. Life is so hard. Well i better get off to bed i just get later and later everynight as i just can't sleep. Speak soon.
Take Care
Fiona xxxxxxxxxxx
Hi Patricia,
Well my day not been any better, i was ironing this morning and my iron tripped all the switches and i tried to sort it myself but in the end i had to phone my son and he came down and sorted it for me but by the time he got here i was crying and said to him i just don't want to be on this life now and then i felt so guilty at saying it to him as he is hurting as well, so i have cried on and off all day think i will need to take a diazapam and see if that helps me sleep and may be i will feel better tomorrow. Hope you enjoy your meal and your show. Speak soon.
Take Care
Fiona x
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