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Glioblastoma

My partner Martin was diagnosed with this horrible desease on june 19th 2008. I am so scared of this monster of a disease, why does it happen, where does it come from? Cant we find a cure? please God find one soon. There are htousands of new cases every year why cant we save these peoples lifes from this horrible disease.
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    Morning All

    Lesley, your dad will probably feel much better at home with your mum :) but you are quite right to be angry it doesnt seem right when his leg is still so bad:( I dont envy your mum having to give the injections every day, I remember seeing the nurse giving Martin them, right in the stomach, thats a bit unfair cant the DNs come in everyday? Hope you manage to get Amber to her dancing in time.

    Carrie, I dont know what to say to you, other than my heart goes out to you, I dont know what I would say and do if Martin said things like that to me, hope B is home with you soon, sending you love and hugs.

    Joan, can still feel the positivity coming from your posts hope you and David are well, Martin doesnt have enough patience to draw, he used to love reading he doesnt even do that anymore, tv and radio and speaking on the phone and lots of kisses and cuddles from Martine and I thats how he gets through the day, as for me I cant get off the computer between here and facebook, love to you both.

    Debbie, hope you enjoyed your chocolate, glad you feel better now!! Dr James is very nice I have alot of admiration for him, and also Mhairi as well she is lovely very helpful, she cheered Martin up so much on the phone during the week and gave him lots of confidence, (thanks Mhairi) these people do fabulous jobs, hope your dad is excepted it would be nice to meet up with you, take care.

    Izzy, you take of that little baby growing inside you and Blair too, I am sure that the scans will both be good, take care.

    Emma, hope Sasha gave you a little longer to sleep this morning and that you get Ella to her dancing in time, you just never stop, dont know how you do it.

    Karen, thinking of you hope you are bearing up ok.

    Julie, hope Stephen is ok, Martin had trouble with blood sugar, its caused by the dex, he now has diabetice and has medicine to take every day but its all under control now thankfully, hope stephen is home with you today.

    Diane, CH, Jay and everyone else thinking of you all, I am off to check our holiday caravan now, usually by now we are going for the weekend but just cant be bothered this year, hope you all have a nice weekend.

    love Gayle xxx
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    Morning all,
    Lesley-Sorry to heart that you feel rushed out of Hospital,but maybe its for thebest .My Dadhates going even for a few hours,when he was rushed in a couple of weeks ago he was crying telling my Mum this was it......he wouldnt come out!!! I dont think its really fair to ask yourMum to do the injections,but again maybe this will be for the best in the long run as your Mum will be have a better approach and be gentle with your Dad .Its hard trying to find positives in such a negative situation but keep your chin up girl and have a good cry...

    Gayle-Nice to hear about the staff in Glasgow Dads ruled outthe Marsden as its a controlled tria lwhich means 50%get placebo and 50%%get the drug he was going crazy last night about it all and was very irrational,His behaviour is getting worse by the DAY!!

    Carrie-You are an amazing woman ,I cant imagine what you are going through and I dont know how you are coping with such difficult questions....but you are and B knows he can ask/tell the love of his life anything...sending strength and love to you both...looking forward for you to post that he is back at home.

    To everyone,today is a bright sunny day here in Sheffield so Im sending us all happy thoughts and memories of the ones we continue to fight for and those who are no longer with us.
    Wishing EVERYONE involved ourselves and our loved ones the strength to continue each and every day.
    Debbie x

    Carrie
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    hi folks

    Debbie, just to say I know someone who has just started on the trial at the Beatson. AS far as I understand it if your dad entered the trial he would have a 2 in 3 chance of getting the new drug – there are 3 groups – one gets new drug only, one gets new drug plus lomustine, and the other gets lomustine only – so he would be having active treatment whichever group he was allocated to – obviously the choice of which group would be random and you wouldn’t know which till after the trial. Sorry, you probably know this already if you have spoken to the Beatson team. We are also being treated there. I have always found Dr J very honest and straightforward to deal with.

    Hi Joan, what sort of paintings do you do? I’m afraid I am not at all artistic though I did win a prize once in primary school for a drawing for a charity advert! I’m showing off now!

    Carrie, hope things go well today with B’s homecoming. I know its so hard but later you’ll feel it was a good thing he was able to express his wishes to you, and it will mean a lot to his friends to hear his messages. My hubby just won’t properly acknowledge what’s happening, he blames the steroids or his doctors for all his symptoms, at times he will complain angrily he is dying but won’t talk about it beyond that, its really hard. Oh dear, I’ll join you for a “wee greet”.

    Lesley, hope you made it to dancing – I used to stress out so much over those things when the kids were wee but over time learned that it make no difference to the rest of their life if they are late sometimes! Now of course everything else seems less important, but it is still important for the kids to have some sort of routine and normality in life, isn’t it. Hope dad is ok, he’ll be glad to be home. Just make sure your mum is confident doing the injections before the nurses withdraw – I’m sure they’ll supervise her doing it first and not just leave her to it. – I hope!

    Love to Gayle, Izzy, Emma, Jay, and everyone else on this thread

    Diane xx



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    Hello Everyone,

    Just a quick post as I need sleep, I have not posted much as J's cousin from Canada has been staying and its been busy..

    J has deteriorated rapidly over this week and since the trip out...

    His pain relief seems to need to be increased every other day and I feel that this is coming to get me..

    He has terrible hiccups and sleep has become restless so I am up lots at night.

    It males me so sad to watch this, its a cruel and awful disease and I want him so much, I love him.. he is everything yet I know I am going to have to let this thing take him and it's so unfair... he is tooo young and too lovely.

    sorry it's so hard right now....... but I want to send my love to all you fighters out there and tell you to keep going because I did and it was worth it and we have had an amazing year dispite the disability and disease... we have done so much.

    But now I need to be beside him and stop climbing and fighting and just be... as much as I can... for as long as I can... I need you guy's too as you make me understand that it really is hard and I have every right to be tired and to feel overwhelmed because this is as big as it gets... I know that now!!

    Love to you all, I think of you lots

    xxxxx Jayxxxxxxxxxxxx


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    Oh Jay - be thinking of you and Jon tonight and sending you much love - This is indeed a cruel and remorseless illness but your strength and love keep shining through - Wishing you both some kind of peace tonight and always hopes that tomorrow will dawn a bit brighter for you -

    just hold him tight -

    much love, joan xxx
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    Hello everyone,



    This is the first time I have posted on this thread. I have actually been reading this for quite a long time as I really do find it helpful to see that others are going through the same things. At other times I find it too sad to come on here as it makes it all seem so real too. I think that is partly why I haven't posted yet, but you all seem so lovely and recently I have found myself being drawn here more and more often so feel it's time to say hello. I hope that makes sense.



    My Dad was diagnosed with GBM in Dec 08 and is currently starting week 5 of his radiotherapy & TMZ. We have been through some hard times already and of course the enormous shock at everything that has happened. At the moment however things seem to be going ok. He is coping well with treatment so far and looking forward to having time to do things again once the rt ends. I am not living in the UK at the moment which is something I am finding very hard, but will be there to see him again next week. I just can't wait to give him a hug again and to be there with him. I guess we're just taking it one step at a time. It is so hard to cope with so much uncertainty about what will happen.



    Emma - that is so great that things are going so well on the trial. It has been very interesting reading about these trials. Most seem to be for relapses and although it sounds very negative I am storing this info as I can't help feeling we may need it one day. I had a look at your fundraising page and would love to donate - what a fantastic thing for them to do and a brilliant cause.



    izzy - thinking of you with the 2 scans. So hard to be having scans for such different things, it must be a very emotional time (those pregnancy hormones won't be helping). I had a baby 7 months ago. It will be a nerve wracking wait but will be so wonderful to see that little baby growing in there - just amazing.



    I hope you all have a good day today (due to being in a different time zone I am posting in your night).
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    Hi everyone

    Just a quickie (although I'm not sure if that's possible for me!)

    Lesley - hope things are still going ok with you. I hope your dad will be more comfortable at home, but it's horrible that your mum is expected to give him the injections.

    Joan - i'm also interested to know what sort of art you do. I love looking, but am not very artistic, perhaps I should give it another go as therapy for me.

    Jay - I really feel for you. So many of the things you said echo my thoughts at the moment. I know B is older than J but 45 still seems too young to be going through this.

    Greentree - Sorry you have had to join us. I think you have come along at a low point for some of us. This seems to be the nature of BTs though that they really are unpredictable but we also have Matthew on the trail, which so far has produced good results. And Izzy's news is wonderful. So good things are happening for us too. Although things are not going well for B and I at the moment, I draw strength from the positive posts and hearing people's good news.

    Thanks again for all your messages. You really are a lovely bunch of people and I don't know what I woudl do without you at the moment.

    Carrie x

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    Morning everyone
    Jay - my heart goes out to you - am thinking of you and sending you big hugs - I hope you had some sleep last night make sure you are looking after yourself too please - easy said than done I know but it wont help anyone if your unwell - your doing an amazing job big hugs xx

    Rona (green tree) THANK YOU for your donation really appreciate it. Sorry you have had to find us but since you've been reading for a while before posting (think most of us did that in the beginning too!) you'll know that this is 1 amazing thread and the people on here really do care about one another and the advice on here is often better than the medics!!! keep posting!

    Carrie - thinking of you and B

    Lesley - hope dads doing ok at home now???

    Izzy - keeping everything crossed for both of the scans this week - keep us posted xxx

    Gayle - hope ur ok this morning after last night!!! hope you managed a lie in too! xx

    its a lovely sunny morning here so while it lasts I am off out with the dog and the kids for a walk!

    Much love to you all
    x
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    Morning everyone!!!

    Greentree Im sorry you find yourself having to cope with this horrible illness.I too read the postings for months beforeI joined the site ,but its the best thing I did.Its hunbling to find support from such a wonderful group of people .....all knowing exactly how and why you are feeling through the good times and the bad!
    This journey is like a rollercoaster so many ups and downs ,but we have all got to ride it...........There are trials coming in the near future for newly diagnosed and recurrent GBMS and when its appropriate its an alternative for some patients to take.My dad is waitingto hear if hes eligable for one in Glasgow which means around 10hrs return journey but its all about Hope...for you and your Dad.
    Keep posting its support and wow do we all need it!!

    Jay-Im so sorry to hear about Jon I know in this journey there is a time and a place for everything,
    sending you both strength and support through this most difficult of times
    Hoping each day brings peace and love for you all.

    To everyone out there ......its a lovely day today my parents are due to fly to Tenerife at 2pm so Im extremly nervous and will be untill I recieve the text to say they are there.Its been a real battle this last week.Found out last minutte that Dad wouldnt be able to fly without a letter from his Doctor,His oncologist is away till Monday and his GP wouldnt write it........After complete hysteria and buckets of tears a wonderful Doctor on call at Dads Hospital said she was happy to write it...all I can say is if at first people say no or you reach barriers then try try and try alternative routes.
    Wishing you all a peaceful Sunday with your loved ones
    Debbiexxx
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    Morning all

    Emma glad you have nice sunny weather we have another snow storm, blizzards snow and wind not a good mixture. Our garden shed was blown down last night and all our garden tools everywhere grrrrr that was a job this morning trying to get all the tools together lol, enjoy your walk hope you Mathew and the girls are well. xx

    Greentree, sorry that you find yourself here, they say that bts are rare I dont know how they come up with that there are so many people being affected with this horrible illness, I hope you get some strength from here like the rest of us. xx

    Jay, so sorry that you are going through such a rough time at the moment as Emma says you take care of yourself so that you can look after Jon, big hugs to you. xx

    Carrie, hope your holding up ok, you take care and get ready for your darling husband coming home to you. xx

    Lesley, how is your dad doing now he is home, how is your mum coping with the injections?? xx

    Joan, hope you and David are well xx

    Izzy, wish byou well for both scans. xx

    Diane, hope you hubby and the kids are well, do you have blizzards?? xx

    Debbie, hope your dad is well. xx

    Karen, how are you doing, keep in touch. xx

    Julie, hope Stephen is well is he home yet?? xx

    Off now to get Martine ready she is going with friends to the cinema then burger king, well she was supposed to be dont know now with this horrible weather, shall have to go and call them, take care everyone.

    love Gayle xx