Well here i am again at 4.30 in the morning and i can't sleep yet again!! My husband Darryl has terminal small cell cancer and, at the moment is going through a really good phase. Which, i would have thought, would set my mind at rest and enable me to sleep. But no, here i am again having had 2 hrs sleep tonight wide awake with mad thoughts running around my head!! This is driving me crazy and i just seem to be on auto pilot all the time. Darryl is 44 years old and we have been given a prognosis of a 2-3 year life span for him. I can't seem to let go of this thought, and maybe part of me can't sleep because of that, as i feel if i'm asleep i'm wasteing precious time!! Darryl is sound asleep and resting well, and if i stay upstairs next to him listening to his breathing, i keep thinking is this the last time i'll ever hear that and end up getting so uptight and worried that i find it better to just get up again. So i wander round the house do a few chores, have a hot caffiene free drink and will myself to sleep all to no avail i might add!! hahaha surely i'm not the only carer who never sleeps, or am i????? any comments gratefully recieved. Take care my friends and hope your all sleeping well. love and hugs mel xxx
Have I caught up yet??? saw Ole Foggy's new thread and long may it carry on, though having to go from one to the other I'll be even more behind!! did you get my p/m with Shell' no... xxxxx
Looks like we,re havin a party for two,wheres everyone gone? more to go around lol Am listening to Elvis at mo,closset fan, wen it comes to "in the ghetto" and "suspicious minds" i,ll b in floods lol xx
youv'e got good taste in music hun................wer'e elvis fans too................my mum adored him so i was bought up with his music..........great eh!!!!!!!!!!!
more pizza and vino for us...........yippeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!
Tereasa ,you,re getting behind on the drinkin,must get some lemonade in for you,just popped on to Micks thread,good idea hey,if we can keep laughin we,ll get through xx
night night mate...................have left a slice of pizza for ya............only one mind you............lol, not really a slice, a large pizza just for you so enjoy xxxx
hi folks am a to late for all that rivetting convers .ha ha had the weekend off was great got sum rest finnished my livingroom lammy down couch in .just carpets for bedrooms and paper hall and am in how u all doing only had tonight and tmorra night to do but talked in to o.t tue so be here next three nights hope you feelling well and all you carers gettin a little rest ...xxxxxx to u all out there paul3mel
Hi Paul,you sound refreshed from your time off,dont no wot a lammy couch is tho,lol.sounds like you soon b ready to move in, hows the love life going? you want some pizza and vino? xx
