Well here i am again at 4.30 in the morning and i can't sleep yet again!! My husband Darryl has terminal small cell cancer and, at the moment is going through a really good phase. Which, i would have thought, would set my mind at rest and enable me to sleep. But no, here i am again having had 2 hrs sleep tonight wide awake with mad thoughts running around my head!! This is driving me crazy and i just seem to be on auto pilot all the time. Darryl is 44 years old and we have been given a prognosis of a 2-3 year life span for him. I can't seem to let go of this thought, and maybe part of me can't sleep because of that, as i feel if i'm asleep i'm wasteing precious time!! Darryl is sound asleep and resting well, and if i stay upstairs next to him listening to his breathing, i keep thinking is this the last time i'll ever hear that and end up getting so uptight and worried that i find it better to just get up again. So i wander round the house do a few chores, have a hot caffiene free drink and will myself to sleep all to no avail i might add!! hahaha surely i'm not the only carer who never sleeps, or am i????? any comments gratefully recieved. Take care my friends and hope your all sleeping well. love and hugs mel xxx
Graeme, are there seasons for different types of fishing? we've a nice fish stall in Luton market and all this talk of fish makes me think a visit due to see what they got...I like it steamed or poached in the oven with a little milk, lemon and herbs or parsley/cheese sauce Mmm!! with mash..
Don't blame ya for not betting on Luton again, whenever they played Hull we would always put Hull down to win...sods law bloody Luton would lol :-)
Sounds like a great life Graeme,do you still go out to sea with your mates?just for the ride,funny you cant swim tho lol Got a friend who dj.s ,he likes reggae too, and a group of us go to the beach and party!!!!!!!!! i love it dancing on the sand,with the sea lappin the shore ooooh gotta get back to livin again xx
Dont think ive betted on anything in my life, wen i was a kid apparently,wen the teachers at school asked us what we like doing at the weekend i said"i like watching the racing and studying form!" i dont even no where i got that expression from,my parents were called,i think the school thought they were proffessional gamblers! lol xx
Have just tried looking on the Soccer Aid website, some pics on there but don't say what happened to matey, also tried the West Ham web as well cos Michaela (how dare she lol!!) bought a WHU scarf and had her pic taken my their programme photographer ?? Shezie, shouldn't you have said 'I'm watching documentary's and studying literature' what must your parents of thought lol!! xx
ye guys an dolls the hoops are the best team ha ha haha and we call rooney shrek s twin .a feel a fish tale coming on we were working in galashieds and hawick we were working in a factory grounds fitting electric cable to new building it was a bit strange all fenced off and gated entery but it had the river running right through the grounds me an my m8 18 and 4 irish navies digging .we stoped for a break me an paddy ye that was his name patrick went down the river large enbankment threw a couple of stones in eating out lunch .whot a shock there was huge salmon in the river so we had no way of catching one so we threw big boulder in then we seen one lynig on it side belly up so we climbed down and waded in for it we didnt hit it it was just floating down the riverit was dead but still looked and felt all right so we picked it up was a heavy bugger pretty large to above my waist down tokk the 2 of us to carry it .so we made up the story to tell the lads in the van we threw in some bricks and hit this fish and ran up to the van with said fish all the lads could not belive this and the size of it so we took them down to the stream and they saw the fish there was a few I think it was due it benig fence off right across the river it must have been out off reach of the anglers . but to our suprise one of the older guys said he would take it home an gut it and share it out the next day .me and paddy just looked at each other .and noded .the next day this guy came in the van and dished out these neatle wrapped tinfoil packages to every one in the van to our shock he had cooked it and had it on his piece everyone took thier cut we knew we didnt kill it it could have been dead for days and we didnt no how it had died so when we got out the van that night we chucked ours in the closest bin ha ha ha ha and wonderd if anyone would make their work the next day or if they had food poisoning xxxxxxxxxxx true story Its the only fish i never caught ha ha ha h
tell you what if they had got food poisoning they would have electocuted us after they skined us alive ha ha ha ye they made it the next day .the hoops the tic the celtic the green an white last years winners the bohysxxxx
hi hope your still on i got told yesterday i was in a state they have told me im going to walton hospital on thursday to see if they can give me an op i do hope they can help im so scared xx
