Well here i am again at 4.30 in the morning and i can't sleep yet again!! My husband Darryl has terminal small cell cancer and, at the moment is going through a really good phase. Which, i would have thought, would set my mind at rest and enable me to sleep. But no, here i am again having had 2 hrs sleep tonight wide awake with mad thoughts running around my head!! This is driving me crazy and i just seem to be on auto pilot all the time. Darryl is 44 years old and we have been given a prognosis of a 2-3 year life span for him. I can't seem to let go of this thought, and maybe part of me can't sleep because of that, as i feel if i'm asleep i'm wasteing precious time!! Darryl is sound asleep and resting well, and if i stay upstairs next to him listening to his breathing, i keep thinking is this the last time i'll ever hear that and end up getting so uptight and worried that i find it better to just get up again. So i wander round the house do a few chores, have a hot caffiene free drink and will myself to sleep all to no avail i might add!! hahaha surely i'm not the only carer who never sleeps, or am i????? any comments gratefully recieved. Take care my friends and hope your all sleeping well. love and hugs mel xxx
hi graeme dover sole sound s good I like to get a bit off block haddock with aunt bessys batter now and again but you got to get the fat temp right up when you put fish in then turn down as that seals the fish without to much greese in side he he thats my years working in italian fish shop most chippies dont do this as it burns the fat and it needs replaced more often just another useless tip from mcdonalds ha ha ha hope you your sea legs back soom m8 xxxxxx
Hi everybody xx Tereasa, watched soccer aid this morn, wey,hey, wrong result prediction,but right outcome, did you see youslf on tele? bet you were drooling wen they swopped shirts! xx Graeme hope all goes well Thurs,and it dont make you even more sleepy! shame the sea air isn,t enough medicene,though hopefully helps a bit xx Shell how ya doin hun xx Hope you have quiet night tonite paul,ready for your hols xx Hope every one else ok today xx
Hi shezie... hope you ok today hun? gutted I cant get it on 'on demand' as you prob see more of it on tv, we were sat right behind the corner flag where jamie Theakston was in goal the 2nd half, can't say I was drooling when they swapped shirts I was being stretchered out by then..something overcame me lol!! xx
hi guys an dolls how u all doing so you all wnabe wags then dont here anyoff you given a shout out for rooney ha ha ha or did a mean shrek a do love that film just as well my sis watches my ather sises boy lewis cute 3 year old and all we do is watch shrek he always asks me to put it an for him because I sit and watch it with him and laugh all the way through it ........hhhhhhhheeeeee
Hi Paul...hope all's quiet on the 'wild west side'of scotland tonight??? a shout for Rooney...am I detecting a Man U fan there? if so you ain't alone, there's me and chickie Karen rooting for em too :-)
Hi Graeme...hope you're ok? sorry about your footy bet going down the pan cos of Luton lol!! they're my home team, when me and Dad used to do our weekly bets I'd give them a wide birth and usually went for the opposing team...Wembly was great (oohhh all them legs :-) and fit bods)... so, your a fisherman Wow!! hope you get them sea legs back, my fav fish is sea bass, apart from tuna I love all fish...
Hi paul, i love shrek too,was on tv a few days ago and i watched it again
Tereasa,i think paul meant we are fickle and only cheer on the fit players lol
Graeme,i love the sea too,one of the most beautiful places ive been is a little fishing village,near sorrento,italy.At night the fishermen sit there mending thier nets,just as the sun goes down over the sea,ahh wish i was there now ! xx
Oooo!! I get ya now, had to read it back...I thought Paul meant that because we hadn't mentioned any 'footballers' we were being fickle (have I got it wrong again?? lol) when you watched it did they say what was wrong the the ref? obv he was injured but they didn't say what was wrong with him...
Didnt say wat was wrong with him,but he looked like he went down the same way michal owen did when he had his injury, poor bloke, came all that way fr charity, then that happened, guess he got paid well tho, xx
