Well here i am again at 4.30 in the morning and i can't sleep yet again!! My husband Darryl has terminal small cell cancer and, at the moment is going through a really good phase. Which, i would have thought, would set my mind at rest and enable me to sleep. But no, here i am again having had 2 hrs sleep tonight wide awake with mad thoughts running around my head!! This is driving me crazy and i just seem to be on auto pilot all the time. Darryl is 44 years old and we have been given a prognosis of a 2-3 year life span for him. I can't seem to let go of this thought, and maybe part of me can't sleep because of that, as i feel if i'm asleep i'm wasteing precious time!! Darryl is sound asleep and resting well, and if i stay upstairs next to him listening to his breathing, i keep thinking is this the last time i'll ever hear that and end up getting so uptight and worried that i find it better to just get up again. So i wander round the house do a few chores, have a hot caffiene free drink and will myself to sleep all to no avail i might add!! hahaha surely i'm not the only carer who never sleeps, or am i????? any comments gratefully recieved. Take care my friends and hope your all sleeping well. love and hugs mel xxx
am sat here laughing at all your spellings gone wrong.........lol, me thinks you is pi**ed!! good on ya girl, you sooooooo deserve to have a bit of funxx
naughty drunken skunk mama hen............lol, who's keepin us chickies in order now?????????????? oh our juls is here to keep an eye on...........YOU MHM!!..........lol am drinking here too...............lol, luvvly jubbly i know exactly what you mean in your post, you dont sound bad at all...............just pi**ed...................lol love ya hun karen xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hi juls hunni just seen the pics there lovely eh???????? love ya hun, karen xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hey my rooster bit bro of lurve!!!! What you been drinking too you naufcgchy boiy!!! lol WE in the samme clubb then but who gives a toss i don't care i'm sjurtst so heppy are you???? lol Whatta you been up to anything nicee? Ive been good today mind i'm always good i am im a good gurl realllly i am always if you know what i'm saying then your better then me cos i ain't got a clur e realy!! lol love and huggs MHM xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hey my hchcikie Jkaren!!! YOU LOVEBE ME REALLY IVE BEEN A BAD GIUTL BUT I TRY TO BE GOOD SOMETIMES DON'T I??? LOL oppos just realisedd the capus lock was on and i biein typing in capitoles what a pranny i am eh?/? I me gonna regret this in the motnring wint i? What the f 00 am i saying i atint got a clue but im very tryryting aint i?? Love and huyggs MHMX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Karen I can tell you that secret, try wearing motorcylce gloves and then type, the spelling will be slightly better than Mellymoo's spellings right now, but only by a little. rofl
