Well here i am again at 4.30 in the morning and i can't sleep yet again!! My husband Darryl has terminal small cell cancer and, at the moment is going through a really good phase. Which, i would have thought, would set my mind at rest and enable me to sleep. But no, here i am again having had 2 hrs sleep tonight wide awake with mad thoughts running around my head!! This is driving me crazy and i just seem to be on auto pilot all the time. Darryl is 44 years old and we have been given a prognosis of a 2-3 year life span for him. I can't seem to let go of this thought, and maybe part of me can't sleep because of that, as i feel if i'm asleep i'm wasteing precious time!! Darryl is sound asleep and resting well, and if i stay upstairs next to him listening to his breathing, i keep thinking is this the last time i'll ever hear that and end up getting so uptight and worried that i find it better to just get up again. So i wander round the house do a few chores, have a hot caffiene free drink and will myself to sleep all to no avail i might add!! hahaha surely i'm not the only carer who never sleeps, or am i????? any comments gratefully recieved. Take care my friends and hope your all sleeping well. love and hugs mel xxx
Woman rushes in from the doctors in tears. Her husband leaps up and says "what did he say ?". "He said that very soon we will be hearing the patter of tiny feet " said the woman. "You're pregnant ? " said the man. " No" said the woman, "I've got crabs"
hey foggy That was better than mine and very funny Loves your humour you rat bag!!! lol Glad you dropped kirsty off safe so thanks for that mate i owe you one! lol love and hugs MHM xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Ha ha ha welcome home rooster-peters and lee yeah lol
Mel word is couple of scousers red fans just put in gary nevilles swimming pool in his mansion and buried a liverpool shirt under the foundations ha ha
hey chickies Guess what...................?????????????? Kirsty has the munches so just cooked herself macoroni cheese and hot dog sausages!!! Strange girl i got here if you ask me!!! lol She said hello auntie Kate too she hopes you are well and are you still standing like her??? lol love and hugs MHM xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hey chickie Kate i'm loving it......... loving it............loving it........... Well done them!! lol Men after me own heart i say!!! lol Would have asked them to pop in a Chelsea shirt if i'd known!!! lol love and hugs MHM xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Chickie Kate Was going to ask you about that one then saw you posted it and now remember reading it...I did laugh though as can't stand the bloke meself lol!! My dad bought a Liverpool advent calendar at christmas, all the windows were smashed in and some bastard had nicked the chocolates!!! :-)
Changing the subject..................................
I don't believe in ghosts so why is it that on a remote stretch of road I use a lot (just been along it and my son feels the same) I feel very 'uncomfortable' driving along there alone at night ? I don't have a problem. I would gladly stop and get out of the car and walk about but I just feel a bit 'uneasy' about it.
The last time I heard about anything similar was when I changed jobs. The man I replaced had been crushed and killed by a crane. He was a big spiritualist and went to spiritualist meetings at lunchtimes. On the morning of the day he was killed he had been working by the crane that was to kill him one of the other engineers has found him staring at it. When he asked him what the matter was he said "I don't know, but I just got a funny feeling about that crane."
Hey chickie teresa Prob took you a long time to work me joke out cos you got your man utd head on! lol Just call you aunt sally now!!! love and hugs aunt sally MHM xxxxxxxxxxxxx
