Well here i am again at 4.30 in the morning and i can't sleep yet again!! My husband Darryl has terminal small cell cancer and, at the moment is going through a really good phase. Which, i would have thought, would set my mind at rest and enable me to sleep. But no, here i am again having had 2 hrs sleep tonight wide awake with mad thoughts running around my head!! This is driving me crazy and i just seem to be on auto pilot all the time. Darryl is 44 years old and we have been given a prognosis of a 2-3 year life span for him. I can't seem to let go of this thought, and maybe part of me can't sleep because of that, as i feel if i'm asleep i'm wasteing precious time!! Darryl is sound asleep and resting well, and if i stay upstairs next to him listening to his breathing, i keep thinking is this the last time i'll ever hear that and end up getting so uptight and worried that i find it better to just get up again. So i wander round the house do a few chores, have a hot caffiene free drink and will myself to sleep all to no avail i might add!! hahaha surely i'm not the only carer who never sleeps, or am i????? any comments gratefully recieved. Take care my friends and hope your all sleeping well. love and hugs mel xxx
Chickie Karen My dad was from Tipperary but he always said it was a long way so never got there myself!!! lol God that was quick of me lol hehehe I'm so good!!! Love and hugs mother hen mel xxxxxxx
Chickie Juls the gold medals are for you too sweet! I can't miss you out! lol Have given you a pay cheque for £20,0000 per week!! Hows that??? LOL! love and hugs mother hen mel xxxxxxxxx
Am so slow on this thing tonight, think I've had too much lemsip, love the jokes, have loads more but like you Mel think they be a bit too much and so sorry karen about the blonde one!! and to all blondes out there...no offence meant!! give me the go ahead and I'll give you some more LOL
Where's foggy gone, do I scare him away as not heard from him in ages?
Well you do deserve it as you are always helping Mother hen Mellymoo and you are brilliant at saying just the right things and asking the right questions! That one I can vouch for! So I'm happy with your pay rise even if it is a whopper (not a maccy 'D' is it?)
Chickie Teresa!! You need to come back down to earth!! lol You flying on the ceiling like me with all the painkillers!! lol Think you chased foggy away too you naughty girl!! lol Love more jokes keep em coming love an hugs mother hen mel xxx
My sister had her 60th birthday a few weeks ago and she said she found something in her drawers that shouldn't be there. I said "what as that" and she said " my boobs".............
