My BIL has recently been diagnosed with a brain tumour. It is stage 4 and inoperable. There is treatment he can have but it won't cure him. It would just make what time he has unbearable. So he's decided not to have treatment. He's got 2 - 3 months. This man has been part of my family since I was 5 years old - nearly 50 years. He drives me mad, there's been times when I've hated him, but he's my brother.
The last 5 years have been shit for me and my family because of cancer. It has been non stop. As well as this I also have two friends currently battling cancer.
My mum died of it about 3 and half years ago.
Today I feel completely overwhelmed. I need my mum but she's not here. The people I would go to next are suffering too. I have sobbed my heart out for the umpteenth time this evening and i just needed to write it down. I don't really need advice just someone who understands what it's like.
